3P Random Reflections Blog

When I had my insight after hearing an explanation of the Principles, it came in the form of "Holy crap, every single thought I've ever had in my life has been completely made up"... I realized I was living in an illusion of made up thought... all those stories that had appeared in my head about myself and other people and the world, were not the truth.


I realized that the deeper truth of life was that I was a spiritual being, being given the gift of a roller-coaster-ride human experience. I also realized things like "I'm not broken", "my happiness comes from within", "everything is exactly as it should be", and "I'll be perfectly fine no matter what happens even if I die".


And I can't explain how or why I know these things to be true... they just are.


In a way, I realized that the perfection of my formless soul could not be affected by anything, and so came the "freedom" of this understanding... If I never go on another vacation again, I'll be perfectly fine. If my husband were to die, and I were to be alone for the rest of my life, I would be perfectly fine. There isn't one single circumstance that can touch or affect who and what I am at the core of my soul.


So now, I get to play... for me there are no more "shoulds", no more "have tos", no more of my previous lifelong and relentless habit of beating myself up over never being enough. I can pay attention to and believe any of the craziness that appears in my head, or not. None of it matters.


Now, despite knowing this, there is also the truth that I have absolutely no control over my thoughts. And for whatever reason, my cheeky little soul still loves to serve up all sorts of incredibly believable ridiculousness (insecure thinking) about what I should be doing, or that I'm not enough, or blah, blah, blah.


BUT... now I know what's going on behind the curtain, and so I am a lot less affected by what appears on the stage. I kind of get to just watch it all, and be incredibly amused and amazed... and I get to cry, and smile, and freak out, and jump for joy, and get irritated, and feel grateful, and be judgmental, and be compassionate and loving.


All of it is just my experience, and not at all who I am.

Andie 01.12.2017 05:33

You are just Fab Jonelle! I hope you’re writing a book of all of your blog posts!!! They are extremely insightful, down-to-earth, soul touching.
It is heartwarming to read words that can describe my own experience.

Jonelle 01.12.2017 23:21

Thank you Andie!

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01.10 | 19:31

I am so glad to hear Sara! So kind of you to let me know! On the website menu to the left is also a "Procrastination" page which has some insights on the topic.

30.09 | 22:08

I found your blog post after googling "procrastination and the three principles". I'm new to this understanding and your very clear explanation helped. ☺️

13.12 | 04:29

Thank you Lars! So happy to hear from you, and glad you enjoyed the reading! I hope to continue writing and sharing whenever inspired. 😊

12.12 | 20:30

Hi Jonelle
Just stumbled across your website, love reading all your insights.
Hope you keep sharing. Thanks from Lars (all the way from Denmark